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Friday, July 10, 2009

Fri, 10 Jul 2009 03:44:25 GMT

and for the record, you don't have to safeguard my mental health anymore, unless I ask. I have myself for that now. ♥

Monday, June 29, 2009

Mon, 29 Jun 2009 14:45:15 GMT

you haven't been here in a while, so who knows when you'll see this, but:

1) I miss hugs. I am quite happy for the one I got. 2) tell me things! I am still your friend and it hurts to hear things dead last. 3) visiting here is a good way to say hi when you have no time to do it for real (I like the footprints), though I've no idea how internets across the world will do with that.

if you are not the intended audience of this post, hello. give me hugs.

Monday, May 18, 2009

Mon, 18 May 2009 01:19:48 GMT

sometimes a hug is the only real language you can communicate in, and I hope you understood what I couldn't bring myself to say out loud.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Thu, 23 Apr 2009 15:19:17 GMT

hahahahahahaha... yessssss. I get to be one of those kids. haaaaahahahaha.

update: coffee + prozac = one hell of a trip. wheeeeeeeee...

Sunday, June 01, 2008

Sun, 01 Jun 2008 01:14:25 GMT

Huggins

DATE OF BIRTH: October 18, 2003

I'd like to give a little kiss
To the person that I miss
And then I'll give a big hug, too
Just so you'll know that I like love you !

Again, because this thing is dead...

Tue, 22 Jan 2008 16:46:47 GMT

I kind of hate when I write prose in my head and it sits there... so I'm putting it here. I hope to god the subject of this never sees it but I'm not going to protect it either.

La razón por qué creo que el español es la lengua más bonita en el mundo: A la fiesta el otro día, cuando estuve bastante borracha y casi durmiendo, te oí hablando con alguien, y le dijiste que soy tu amiga pero no seré nada más. Es muy difícil romper mi corazón y sonar bonita a la vez, pero en ese momento, tú lo hiciste.

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Drowning

Mon, 10 Dec 2007 01:20:39 GMT

I can't deal.

Our captain has stepped down, and chaos has ensued. Of the people I've talked to, there's not one who hasn't been freaking out. I am so scared... so much that I am physically sick. And I'm not the only one. I don't know what the team will do if she leaves. I can't imagine the team under different leadership, and already I have an image in my head of the episode in which I'm pushed to the point of no return by a new captain and say or do something I'll regret. I can see my exit, and that's not a good thing.

For those confused as to why I'm posting here when this thing's been dead for so long, it's the one place I know no one on my team will find. For those confused as to why I'm so upset over a simple change in leadership: picture the most amazing person you know; the kind of non-famous person you idolize, the kind of person about whom you've never heard a bad word spoken. Multiply that by about a hundred. That's our captain. She's the stabilizing force on our team and the one person everyone trusts fully. To see her step down makes me sad, but to see her cry was the worst thing I've experienced in a long time, and a lot of people agree with me.

In short, so many broken hearts cannot be a good thing, and I hope hers is the first to mend.

Me.